Umm... Ouch.

Oh Dear Readers...

Today was not a very good day for me. :(

I don't really want to throw out names or anything, but here is basically what happened:

So there's this boy that i like... Shocker right? And well, I have liked him for a while now. And he hasn't really liked me back... mostly for personal reasons, not really about me. But today, I was talking to him and he brought up the subject of me liking him and how we should just stay as friends. And I explained that I knew that and I'm mature enough to handle it. Well then he told me that he sees positive things that could happen if we were more than friends and that we would make a good couple, but he has put those feelings aside because it "feels best."

Well then we talked some more, and it turns out theres another girl. A girl who is my "friend." A girl who I talked to just the other day about liking this particular boy. And well, I cried. Because she KNEW how I felt, and because this isn't the first guy this has happened with, same girl too. And I told him this, and then he was mad at her for knowingly doing this. And mad at himself for basically hurting me to get her.

And she apologized, but probably only because he told her too. She's done this before, why would she be sorry?

So this boy decided to end things with her because of that. And to just be friends with both of us.

So, my lovely best friend/twin bought me some ice cream :3 and my daddy made Japanese food(: and i shaved my legs. WOOT.

And who knows, I might like someone else now, a cute someone in my 2nd period. That I happen to be texting now(:

All's well that ends well right? sure.

--Laney's Wonderland.

First Blog of 2011

Hello Dear Readers,

Well here it is... 2011! And also the last day of break!

I have conflicted feelings about returning to school... I'm not sure that I am ready to return to all of the hustle and bustle that school entails, but at the same time I am almost tired of sitting around with nothing to do. School work is obviously no fun, but seeing my friends should be.

However I keep having nightmares that are car related. Like I always go to school and forgot that I drove there, so I rode the bus home, and my bus driver would become evil and never let me off the bus, or that if she did, a police man was using my car as a demonstration of how not to drive and wrecking it for fun. They were not pleasant. But, i know that nothing like that will happen.

I am very thankful for this new year, and this new chance to start over and fix mistakes of 2010. A fresh new year, a fresh new start. Hopefully this will be my best year yet. And I am gonna do what I can to make it great.

Well, my show is on, Pretty Little Liars(: so I will write later.

Love,

Laney